I have been stressing hard trying to figure out how I was going to pay for my books for this fall semester. Well, stressing hard? How about praying hard. That sounds much more better. Lateley I have been feeling pretty well about life. I had been trying to save as much money as I possibly could for the past couple of months, and then Boom! It hit me, I didn't have a way to pay for school. At least up front, which they never tell you. I ended up using my all of my savings to do so. Now that really bummed me out. Upset, anguished, distraught, the whole nine. But after a little while, I thought to myself, "Damn, I guess there was a specific reason for my saving money." I felt a little at ease, until it dawned on me "How the hell am I going to pay for my books!" Damned it, another damn obstacle in my Fucking way. So again, after all the cursing and stress, I calmed down. If there is a will there's a way. If GOD wanted me to continue my education to become the person or accomplish what he wanted me to, then he'll make the way.
Later I applied for a grant, and the school (stupid people) slacked on getting them the paper on time to meet the deadline. More fustration, and this time I expressed them, which turned out to be a good thing because it got things done.
Moreover, everything was turned in by the Aug 1. Thank God. Now the waiting! In the back of my mind I thought to myself, this can only be a good thing if they give me partial payment for the tuition. Whatever I can get.
Then, Bam! Right in my face, I get my acceptance letter! I was awarded the grant for more than I though I was going to get initially. Thank GOD!
He is who I praise! Through HIM all things are Possible!
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