Everything is out, and so much misunderstanding with the situation was all that it was. THANK GOD! I couldn't stand the feeling of not knowing the real reason behind the fustration. Especially since my fustration was a whole different senario from his. Im a woman and I have done things that I couldn't account for, let alone know the explanation. I have come to the conclusion that if and when it's time to move on, I will do it knowing that an explanation isn't needed. "what's understood doesn't need to be explained". I guess grasping this concept is confusing at times, but when I'm in total solitude, it's makes a lot of sense.
I've been asking myself questions lately. One of which, What am I looking for? What do I need? What do I want? What I want, Hmmm, Consistency, Love, Security. What I need? Consistency, Love and Security. What I want, simply comes down to Security, Love, and then Consistency.
Everytime I think of these questions and answers to those, I always come back to when was I the happiest and most content with myself? I think I need to resume giving my life to GOD. Yes, I believe in him. I wouldn't be where I am in my life if it weren't for him. But have I been consistent with his purpose? I can honestly say No! So how can I want, need, and know what I'm looking for? Am I being selfish, neglectant, ignorant, arrogant? What I need to do is get back in tune with GOD, and live with him as my #1.
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