I haven't been able to sit at peace in a very long time. I have had enough bs men in my life and now I realize that they were supposed to be that way with me so I can appreciate the relationship that I'm in now. I feel like our closeness has another meaning than what I've experienced. From experience, I now notice the difference. There is something about him that keeps me interested. There has only been one other person whom kept my attention the way he does. I never thought that someone else would do more for me emotionally, mentally, and physically.
He reminded me that it's almost been a year since we've started dating. Yes, he reminded me. My heart and mind tells me he's a keeper. He's more of what I expect in a man, despite the minor issues I have. He's goal driven, has NO problem being a family man (which I love).
I thought since the transition, we wouldn't last. I figured I would've given up by now, with no hesitation. Let it have been the old me, long distant what?!? Yeah, right.
Bliss? Smitten? Adore? Care? Love?
I feel all of the above. The more time spent, the closer we get. How close do you get before you become one????
And No, I won't except a proposal on a holiday!!!!! I love him, but we need our own day!
I'm starting to remember the feelings I used to have when I was in love, years ago. Wow, how those feelings fade, and so easily they come back. I don't want to feel any different from the excitement I'm feeling now.
Can you say, "Ohhh Weeee!"
About Me
- Jenn
- I'm a pretty outgoing person. Living life as a single mother, I don't always see the end of the rainbow but do come close to it. Working full time with a company that treats you like family, sometimes arguing, laughing and talking things through. They are understanding, and that's what I love about it. My friend Miss Angel, loves to write, she has opened me up to expressing myself more than I have. This is a somewhat new experience for me. I pretty much speak my mind way more than write, which in the end I know I won't remember anything :). I plan on allowing any reader who comes across me to experience what's on my mind and the things that I'm going through.. Opinions are very much accepted. Love, always.
3 comments:
I met jerry on the Party L;ine can you believe it. we did long distant and we are doing ok I guess..lol.. and yes you would except his proposal on a holiday for the simple fact that he actually did it. not too many men these are getting down with the married life so any day will be a perfect day whether its MJK Day or Lincoln Bday, Thanks giving.. Love comes everyday and damnit if he wants to show you on a holiday you take it. Because if you dont then he will feel like a fool no matter what you say trust me when I say that. I think yall will have an everlasting relationship, and commitment to each other
Ok, Ok, you're right. I would say Yes, probably in a heart beat....
Do I know this or What? Kisses Booskie
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