Wednesday, July 23, 2008

Anxious

Finally, I get to spend some time with him! Yah, me! And this time there shouldn't be anything to stop it, at least not now. So anxious right now, it's crazy. To be able to have the intimacy I've been wanting, ooohhh. Finally. I haven't seen him since the beginning of June. Let alone spent time with him, that probably was in April/May sometime. It's hard to keep a long distance relationship, it really is. Sometimes I think about us just going our own separate ways, but that would be too easy to do. I hadn't been in a real relationship since my daughters father. That was years ago. But to be able to begin to understand, being more mature to even handle a real relationship, has it hardship at times. Here's to the Butterflies, again!!!


If it's meant to be, it will be. Missing him like crazy!

1 comment:

Angel B. said...

aww hunny bun. Im happy for you. When are you going to see him.. I would be anxious to except I see mines everyday..lmao