Hey.....

Just a little updating on my current situation. I have found an apartment, Thank you Jesus. I've found a way to get my first month's rent within a week, again Thank You Jesus. Also, I've let a person flee my life. So, yes SINGLE!!! Hey!!!!!! Things right now are going very well... and I'm so grateful for all of my family for their prayers (yes, your family ANGEL!) :) Things are starting to turn a little greener, even with the cold weather. LOL.......

Is that write?

Over the past couple of weeks, I've been pondering some things. Is it worth me changing my entire scenario to succumb to such happiness? Is it really going to have the outcome of happiness?
This argument took place between my father and I. He is blaming me for his unfortunate ordeal (childsupport). Now is that fair? Now this is the real excuse that he told me. I'm pretty much in an awe state of mind. Although knowing decisions need to be made, it's becoming harder and harder as time passes quickly.
Now, I believe that changing my scenario (i.e. moving out of chicago) will subject me to some heart ache, which is expected. But also, soon there after, hapiness will be the next major outcome. On the other hand, is it really going to be hapiness? Not quite sure at this point. I'm thinking there is too much thinking going on. This can be a good/bad thing at times.
I want to ensure my daughters' happiness and security, at the same time I'm trying to cover my needs. Why does it have to be so hard??????